I do appreciate the effort, but I’m baffled at how anybody could have the balls to show up at a place without cash in the first place and then skip out like that instead of just coming back with it after going back out for it. To do that just once is bad enough, but to then go back to the same girl to do the exact same shit to her again is so fucked up it’s just ridiculous. These girls already do enough for us and they don’t need this shit, nor are you doing any of us any fucking favors, because we all end up getting treated like potential dirtbags based on the shit you pulled, not once but twice. It’s not about “hating” you, as you say, either; I just think there must be something significantly off with you mentally for doing that once, let alone twice to the same girl and justifying it as “flaking because of guilt.” If you felt that guilty, you could still have “flaked” by leaving without doing anything with the girl; but that’s between you and your wife and whatever bullshit in your head. You should have returned with the fucking money and then flaked and left or whatever the fuck you needed to do for your own guilt instead of handling it like a total douche. You’re fucked up, Bro.