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What made you guys start hobbying? This is my story.
- Thread starter lokithewolf
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Do any of you guys ever have a session that is either so bad or otherwise disappointing that you rethink mongering? I've had a number of sessions that fit this description. I had one of those sessions today.
I'm starting to wonder if my intial "addiction" to pornography is linked to what has become a compulsion to pay for sex even when I can't afford it. I've even thought about going to a sex addicts anonymous meeting but I'm not sure how I feel about those 12 step programs. I hear they're kind of religious, and I do not believe in gods.
There are times when I really get what I paid for and it feels like its money well spent, but when I'm disappointed it just reminds me that I'm lonely and want an emotional connection with a woman.
I'm starting to wonder if my intial "addiction" to pornography is linked to what has become a compulsion to pay for sex even when I can't afford it. I've even thought about going to a sex addicts anonymous meeting but I'm not sure how I feel about those 12 step programs. I hear they're kind of religious, and I do not believe in gods.
There are times when I really get what I paid for and it feels like its money well spent, but when I'm disappointed it just reminds me that I'm lonely and want an emotional connection with a woman.
Yeah you’re right about the religious aspect. I’ve been to AA/NA and thought it was a good use of time. Being around other people that have similar problems but wanting for better is priceless. Especially for sex addicts cause we just can’t ever speak about it because of culture, family, profession. I would recommend it. Ive thought of going to sex addict support group but have been doing better on my own but still think being around like minded individuals would be beneficial
I was so incredibly naive about MP's and the whole scene back when I started 25 years ago.
It didn't even occur to me that married guys would go there, after all... I figured THEY'RE MARRIED!
Unlike me, they have built-in access to pussy, don't even have to leave their house.
Also had it in mind that the only ones who would go to AMPS were local losers, probably fat, down on their luck... or local drunks who probably beat up the girls on their way out. So I thought.. this is why I am having so much success and am so popular with these local amp girls, I'm SO different!!!
Right.
It didn't even occur to me that married guys would go there, after all... I figured THEY'RE MARRIED!
Unlike me, they have built-in access to pussy, don't even have to leave their house.
Also had it in mind that the only ones who would go to AMPS were local losers, probably fat, down on their luck... or local drunks who probably beat up the girls on their way out. So I thought.. this is why I am having so much success and am so popular with these local amp girls, I'm SO different!!!
Right.
When it's a really bad session, I feel like why did i waste money on this and there are more productive uses of my time.
Ironically, more frequently I feel regretful after a good session because it really reinforces that I want a true emotional connection. Like good mindblowing sex isn't enough and I want to stay longer with those who I connect with emotionally. But at the end of the day you're paying for the session that will eventually end and leave you with that longing
Ironically, more frequently I feel regretful after a good session because it really reinforces that I want a true emotional connection. Like good mindblowing sex isn't enough and I want to stay longer with those who I connect with emotionally. But at the end of the day you're paying for the session that will eventually end and leave you with that longing
That's actually happened to me in the past but only when there's some sort of emotional connection in addition to good sex.
I have a provider that I've been seeing for a year now and another I've been seeing for almost two years. I met them both at two seperate agencies and we exchanged numbers. They come to my home for sessions. I like them both but recently I have developed fairly strong feelings for one of them. What really bugs me is I'm not exactly sure why her and not the other one. I actually have better conversations with the other one and she's just more chill. The one I've developed feelings for is cool but she's hella neurotic and crazy.
I haven't told her straight out that I'm in love with her but she's already figured it out. I'm also pretty sure it would never work with us long term. On top of her being a...provider....I don't make enough money, she's an SJW (I'm not a conservative but I find neurotic, hypersensitive, politically correct zealots hella annoying). She's also emotionally unstable (even for a woman) and has been violent towards a man who betrayed her in the past.
All that being said, for some reason my retarded heart has a soft spot for her, and my dick has a hard one. She talks about leaving the life and running a legit business but let's just say I wouldn't bet on it.
I have a provider that I've been seeing for a year now and another I've been seeing for almost two years. I met them both at two seperate agencies and we exchanged numbers. They come to my home for sessions. I like them both but recently I have developed fairly strong feelings for one of them. What really bugs me is I'm not exactly sure why her and not the other one. I actually have better conversations with the other one and she's just more chill. The one I've developed feelings for is cool but she's hella neurotic and crazy.
I haven't told her straight out that I'm in love with her but she's already figured it out. I'm also pretty sure it would never work with us long term. On top of her being a...provider....I don't make enough money, she's an SJW (I'm not a conservative but I find neurotic, hypersensitive, politically correct zealots hella annoying). She's also emotionally unstable (even for a woman) and has been violent towards a man who betrayed her in the past.
All that being said, for some reason my retarded heart has a soft spot for her, and my dick has a hard one. She talks about leaving the life and running a legit business but let's just say I wouldn't bet on it.
I have never visited a AMP before. I love asian women, but I never want to Bob Kraft'd. Lol. Plus the amps some of my friends have told me about havent really seemed appealing to me. So I stick to indies but im extremely cautious with because of stings, set up and robberies. Sucks this is what its come to nowadays.
I'll give the cliff-notes version - Personally for me I got into the hobby due to stress from work early in my career. My boss was a dick and it was my first real job out of school. I got tired of going out wasting money on alcohol and events meeting chicks that looked like shit 
. I was drinking a lot of hard liquor and relying on energy drinks. (Ah to be young again. If I tried to do the same thing today I'd be in the ER.) So I said fuck it and called up a number hosted at Flushing Hotel. I got this bitch who was like 25 roughly same age as me and dry as fuck....At the time I did not carry lube with me but that was my first session which taught me to bring it cause that shit didn't feel good. Despite the session not being that great she looked better than 90% of the chicks I was meeting otherwise whether at work or at random social events. There began the journey....
I have gone through depression rejection etc. early in college but my brain chemistry has changed as a result of changing my diet and supplementing over time. I would say my biggest problem now is lack of patience and I am hyper focused on time efficiency. I have an SO, and she is a rare gem. If I didn't have her I'd probably would not seriously date, most Women are trash in USA so I would suggest to OP to focus on finding a FOB chick outside of the hobby. You should not be having that much trouble because Asians should be more receptive to Latino than Black. I am Black and do fairly well in AMP circuit so you should be having zero problems at least due to Race.....If a Man is handsome and has a nice body and look like you have money she won't care about your race at all....Unless she's dumb as bricks - Which many American Women are...
. I was drinking a lot of hard liquor and relying on energy drinks. (Ah to be young again. If I tried to do the same thing today I'd be in the ER.) So I said fuck it and called up a number hosted at Flushing Hotel. I got this bitch who was like 25 roughly same age as me and dry as fuck....At the time I did not carry lube with me but that was my first session which taught me to bring it cause that shit didn't feel good. Despite the session not being that great she looked better than 90% of the chicks I was meeting otherwise whether at work or at random social events. There began the journey....I have gone through depression rejection etc. early in college but my brain chemistry has changed as a result of changing my diet and supplementing over time. I would say my biggest problem now is lack of patience and I am hyper focused on time efficiency. I have an SO, and she is a rare gem. If I didn't have her I'd probably would not seriously date, most Women are trash in USA so I would suggest to OP to focus on finding a FOB chick outside of the hobby. You should not be having that much trouble because Asians should be more receptive to Latino than Black. I am Black and do fairly well in AMP circuit so you should be having zero problems at least due to Race.....If a Man is handsome and has a nice body and look like you have money she won't care about your race at all....Unless she's dumb as bricks - Which many American Women are...
Well I can't say that it doesn't worry me sometimes especially if I raw dog a working girl, but I feel like the sex I practice is fairly safe. Anyway most STDs are treatable or curable. Herpes is way overrated but I'm glad I don't have it. The only STDs I'm really afraid of are hepatits and HIV/AIDS.
I'll give the cliff-notes version - Personally for me I got into the hobby due to stress from work early in my career. My boss was a dick and it was my first real job out of school. I got tired of going out wasting money on alcohol and events meeting chicks that looked like shit . I was drinking a lot of hard liquor and relying on energy drinks. (Ah to be young again. If I tried to do the same thing today I'd be in the ER.) So I said fuck it and called up a number hosted at Flushing Hotel. I got this bitch who was like 25 roughly same age as me and dry as fuck....At the time I did not carry lube with me but that was my first session which taught me to bring it cause that shit didn't feel good. Despite the session not being that great she looked better than 90% of the chicks I was meeting otherwise whether at work or at random social events. There began the journey....
I have gone through depression rejection etc. early in college but my brain chemistry has changed as a result of changing my diet and supplementing over time. I would say my biggest problem now is lack of patience and I am hyper focused on time efficiency. I have an SO, and she is a rare gem. If I didn't have her I'd probably would not seriously date, most Women are trash in USA so I would suggest to OP to focus on finding a FOB chick outside of the hobby. You should not be having that much trouble because Asians should be more receptive to Latino than Black. I am Black and do fairly well in AMP circuit so you should be having zero problems at least due to Race.....If a Man is handsome and has a nice body and look like you have money she won't care about your race at all....Unless she's dumb as bricks - Which many American Women are...
. I was drinking a lot of hard liquor and relying on energy drinks. (Ah to be young again. If I tried to do the same thing today I'd be in the ER.) So I said fuck it and called up a number hosted at Flushing Hotel. I got this bitch who was like 25 roughly same age as me and dry as fuck....At the time I did not carry lube with me but that was my first session which taught me to bring it cause that shit didn't feel good. Despite the session not being that great she looked better than 90% of the chicks I was meeting otherwise whether at work or at random social events. There began the journey....I have gone through depression rejection etc. early in college but my brain chemistry has changed as a result of changing my diet and supplementing over time. I would say my biggest problem now is lack of patience and I am hyper focused on time efficiency. I have an SO, and she is a rare gem. If I didn't have her I'd probably would not seriously date, most Women are trash in USA so I would suggest to OP to focus on finding a FOB chick outside of the hobby. You should not be having that much trouble because Asians should be more receptive to Latino than Black. I am Black and do fairly well in AMP circuit so you should be having zero problems at least due to Race.....If a Man is handsome and has a nice body and look like you have money she won't care about your race at all....Unless she's dumb as bricks - Which many American Women are...