Intimacy is OK, but falling for one of these girls will be your ruin! I think this game is much easier and more fun if you're old(er). I'm 59 and in very good shape. But, I'm still 59! My chest hair is grey and midsection softer than I'd like it to be. But, when I see myself in the mirror riding my ATF I just look over at my 59 yr old self and smile with a giagantic shit eating grin!
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Almost went down a stupid path... Falling for a J Girl...
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I dont love any of these women. Theyre not fit for any long term relationship or family.
Theyre are scandalous dick-brained whores. If they do appalling shit like fuck endless strangers for money theres a ton of other disgusting behaviors they have as well as immoral behaviors.
I know quite a few providers personally , as well as pornstars , including top pornstars in USA and Japan.
Their personal lives are a fucking mess. Every single one of them has extensive damage. I'm not cleaning up that mess. Fuck that.
Its always better to get a decent woman that may be average over a fucking whore that looks wise is a 10. The decent woman's beautiful soul will stay beautiful when their looks fade , the whore woman has the soul of a demon and as she gets older her behavior gets way worse as her looks start to match her soul. Eventually you will be left with someone ugly inside and out versus someone who is only ugly on the outside.
This is inevitable
Theyre are scandalous dick-brained whores. If they do appalling shit like fuck endless strangers for money theres a ton of other disgusting behaviors they have as well as immoral behaviors.
I know quite a few providers personally , as well as pornstars , including top pornstars in USA and Japan.
Their personal lives are a fucking mess. Every single one of them has extensive damage. I'm not cleaning up that mess. Fuck that.
Its always better to get a decent woman that may be average over a fucking whore that looks wise is a 10. The decent woman's beautiful soul will stay beautiful when their looks fade , the whore woman has the soul of a demon and as she gets older her behavior gets way worse as her looks start to match her soul. Eventually you will be left with someone ugly inside and out versus someone who is only ugly on the outside.
This is inevitable
Its always better to get a decent woman that may be average over a fucking whore that looks wise is a 10. The decent woman's beautiful soul will stay beautiful when their looks fade , the whore woman has the soul of a demon and as she gets older her behavior gets way worse as her looks start to match her soul. Eventually you will be left with someone ugly inside and out versus someone who is only ugly on the outside.
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This should be framed in our heads
This is inevitable[/QUOTE]
This should be framed in our heads
Great thread. I posted similar at a legit/R&T level in the NJ section. I’m currently and actively suffering emotionally for love of a provider. We fell hard after session 3 when she opened her panties for me to make her feel damn good. How exciting! To touch a young pretty girl’s tight pussy and make her tremble while she DFKs you! I wonder if that other cute chick who arrived while I was paying would let me touch her pussy, too? So the next morning, I schedule the new girl. When I arrive, by chance, my first girl enthusiastically texts me good morning! Sunshine emoji. I had special time yesterday. I typed, “I’m here for a massage from so and so, can I see you after?” She replied, “Delete my number now. Do not text me again!” I thought oh, no. So I cancelled the appt and brought my girl in, we talked. She was upset and jealous. I calmed her down and she provided real love making, not FS, but the real love thing. She was smitten. When paying, the boss said that wasn’t cool. You took money from new girl. I said my bad I’ll see her tomorrow. And nodded to my girl, right? That’s doing the right thing, right? She nodded yes.
Soon after she texted me. “You always wanted that new girl. You just manipulated me to get both of us. We are done.” Of course we weren’t. This only fueled my sadism to torture myself. We never repaired that damage but kept trying and the trying completely fucked me up. I jumped back to the girl I cancelled and started something there. At that point I two head cases in love with me and mad at me.
Meanwhile, a fellow monger was getting prime grade A activities from the original ATF and letting me know, while my sessions with her were warm and cold mostly cold. Never to rekindle though we tried really hard with heart to heart talks over foot rubs.
Over the next 8 weeks, I was dragged through an emotional ringer. Due to a sexless marriage? Lack of affection? No, I think I legitimately got off on the side chick fantasy.
For a few weeks the spa tells me she’s not available when my monger pal has had no problem. You’ll tell me to stay away for a spell. Let it all shake out. I know. That’s what I’m doing. But the regression to early life rejection is the stuff of therapy sessions.
Truth is, I need a side girl who swallows. With fingers that are longer and a torso more slender. I’ll get there.
Soon after she texted me. “You always wanted that new girl. You just manipulated me to get both of us. We are done.” Of course we weren’t. This only fueled my sadism to torture myself. We never repaired that damage but kept trying and the trying completely fucked me up. I jumped back to the girl I cancelled and started something there. At that point I two head cases in love with me and mad at me.
Meanwhile, a fellow monger was getting prime grade A activities from the original ATF and letting me know, while my sessions with her were warm and cold mostly cold. Never to rekindle though we tried really hard with heart to heart talks over foot rubs.
Over the next 8 weeks, I was dragged through an emotional ringer. Due to a sexless marriage? Lack of affection? No, I think I legitimately got off on the side chick fantasy.
For a few weeks the spa tells me she’s not available when my monger pal has had no problem. You’ll tell me to stay away for a spell. Let it all shake out. I know. That’s what I’m doing. But the regression to early life rejection is the stuff of therapy sessions.
Truth is, I need a side girl who swallows. With fingers that are longer and a torso more slender. I’ll get there.
That 'husband' looks like a simp to me because he allows her to share his wife like a neighborhood bicycle. That J-girl got the best of the both worlds. A financially stable 'husband' while screwing everybody on the side and have the option to divorce his 'husband' and take half of his money later on if she doesn't deem his 'husband' not good enough. I wouldn't be jealous to her husband but feel sorry for him. With the crazy hoeflation nowadays, unless the girl is dedicated to marriage, IMO it is better to rent these attractive women and not own them.
Why not? I've had an ATF for a few years who would have no problems doing overnights with me on a few occasions. I've asked her to do it lately and she just flaked on me. I'm glad that it don't go anymore than that would lead to a marriage. I'm recently divorced and I'm at a stage where I preparing to become a passport bro. Either that or marry some never married woman who doesn't want to have kids. Meanwhile I just visit amps to satisfy me.
The og poster’s story is eerily similar to what happened to my buddy. I saw a very popular Japanese girl back in 2012? at both an amp and well know shop at Bleecker location. She gave the best BJ and a true GFE. Saw her at least once a week but never outside the place of business. I referred her to a colleague of mine and he became a regular and actually started seeing her outside at his place. Basically he fell in love with her and I was still seeing her on a regular basis. The convos I had with her indicated she also having feelings for my friend. It became awkward for me to continue booking her. During one hot session, I slipped in bare back and drop a load in her. Little did I know they went out to dinner that night. I did him a solid and just stopped seeing her.
Total simp. When she went UTR indy, and after she married him, she would host at their place! When I'd go over, he'd leave the apt for a couple of hours and sometimes I'd pass him in the lobby. What a strange life, leaving the apt so your wife can fuck other guys. Evidently, he's pretty well off though I wouldn't call their lifestyle crazy glamorous. While she's completely submissive with me, she tells how much she's required to dominate him and treat him like a slave. Like I said, total simp. All that aside though, seems like she has a very stable relationship, they both seem happy, and have doubled down by having a kid together. She doesn't need the money as he's a good provider. She just loves to fuck and enjoys the variety, and I think he gets off on the tales she can tell him afterwards. I'm pretty sure my paying her is almost optional at this point. Bizarre, but I guess it works for them.
The thing is, I’m hearing a lot of loneliness throughout this - and other - comment sections.
We all have a sex addiction to some degree. But intimacy really makes the session hotter. The smart girls know this, and they benefit both financially and emotionally from providing a well-tailored session. Their own egos surely enjoy the attention, the simulacra of love from mongers.
But as you point out, it cannot work, and all the guys who think they can have their cake and eat it too - sex and genuine friendship - are ultimately projecting too much onto the provider, who will eventually let them down.
I’m an old fart. I think marriage is the truest route to relational happiness. Mongering is OK if done with no expectations beyond what that hour provides.
But looking to mongering for genuine intimacy is a dead end.
We all have a sex addiction to some degree. But intimacy really makes the session hotter. The smart girls know this, and they benefit both financially and emotionally from providing a well-tailored session. Their own egos surely enjoy the attention, the simulacra of love from mongers.
But as you point out, it cannot work, and all the guys who think they can have their cake and eat it too - sex and genuine friendship - are ultimately projecting too much onto the provider, who will eventually let them down.
I’m an old fart. I think marriage is the truest route to relational happiness. Mongering is OK if done with no expectations beyond what that hour provides.
But looking to mongering for genuine intimacy is a dead end.
It is when you think in an hourly transactional basis. I've had plenty of intimate weekends with providers. And that intimacy ends when the weekend is over. When we both return to our normal lives. Those weekends are among the best mongering I've had. I'm not talking about hiring a provider for a weekend, but more in line with the type of off-hour "dating" discussed here.