You meet and want to have an exclusive relationship with a provider, keep in mind you met while she was performing your hour of fun, both of you hit it off, she realizes you want exclusivity with her, as the performer, this translates into the new relationship, she isn’t stupid, far from it, she knows even if you don’t that you want her for her skills, her skills are what snagged you and pays the bills, her bills, the love is secondary in her mind, ‘‘tis why she still wants compensation every time you tap into her. Assuming the way things will be won’t manifest into a normal/healthy relationship, what’ll manifest is what occurs during a session, only now it’s more costlier and there will be casualties. How long can it last on this level is anyone’s guess. Unless you’re ready, willing and able to take her away from the life, provide for her even if she gets a non amp job then don’t be surprised when you find yourself in a grueling relationship, she wants you to love her for who she is, you want full time full service, two people walking together, yet with two different destinations.
Very good post Danny.
Full time service? I would just want her to be a normal woman who is sexually faithful, is that too much to ask?
Just return to being that same normal woman you were in China before coming here and devolving into the mind-numbing amp scene.