I went last week specifically for Jenny and was told Jenny busy, 2 ppl ahead of you waiting…MMS said here’s Helen and in my blind lust for something I now know I’m terribly scared of, denied service w her…someone who is literary 1/2 of Helen’s age….I don’t know who can be more mortified…Helen for losing me to grandma Jenny or me not jumping Helen, who I’ve been thinking about for the past week…I’ll return to Passaic once my nerve returns