I could claim I was caught in the heat of the moment (and it was hot) or my little head did my thinking, but that would not be true. And I expected negative comments, but a review is only worthwhile if it is true.
My decision to go BB, much less BBFS, with any provider is a decision I make with my big head -- the little head obviously has considerable influence. And to claim there is no risk would be idiotic. But I strongly disagree with your doomsday scenario. And I do care about my health, although I have slowed down with age, I am still a bit of a gym rat, I don't use tobacco or drugs, and drink in moderation. I consider more factors than that it feels fantastic, but the obvious point, no matter how many factors we can go back and forth over, is we disagree on the risk. I fuck Jenny bareback. We each make our own decisions. And my risk as a spreader is low.
As for labs, I am most interested in my own (lol).