If you go this route, you could make it even harder to "nail that 1st long term relationship".
Have you tried things like Match.com ?? There is somebody for EVERYBODY.
Do you want to lie the rest of your life when asked about how you lost your virginity?
Give civilians another shot. That's the healthiest thing for your future development. If your 1st time is a transaction....no telling where it could lead your future. You're not 17.
Good luck to you
What alternate Universe do you guys live in?
Who is asking you about how you lost your virginity at age 40-50?
There are so much bigger things happening right now. The US dollar may very well collapse, and we're in a thunderous wave 2 of an unpredictable global pandemic.
In the grander scheme of things, nobody really cares how he loses his virginity. People are wondering how the NFL season will be played.. People lie about their dog not shitting in their neighbors plants. I think even that's a much bigger practical issue than when, where or how OP got his dick wet.
I lost my virginity to a chunky Guatemalan chick in my dad's basement at age 17. I don't really think about this on the regular basis, and it had no impact on my decision to get in or out of this hobby or not.
I think Americans live in this fantasy land like 1980s fast times at Ridgemont High movies where you have to live your life a certain exact way and do things in a specific order.
It's fucking lame outdated way of thinking and ultimately inconsequential.
OP. The global economy may collapse or get reset. We may all be wearing hazmat suits outside with Swine Flu 2.0 on top of COVID. THERE ARE MUCH BIGGER ISSUES HAPPENING. Just go ahead and get your dick wet. Pay $400-500 for a quality provider make sure you get 2 pops and BBBJ go home and play video games, eat a hoagie and enjoy what little time we all have left before the decline.