This. This all day. My wife KNOWS I've had a thing for Asian girls since childhood, and sometimes I can't help but think if I were married to an Asian gal, would I still want to stray? I suppose OP has semi answered this question.
As for me, I'm still just trying to figure all this shit out. Even with this "hobby", I still consider myself a person of faith. And I am incredibly conflicted. But there are reasons, there's always reasons. I promised myself 2018 would be it, and I managed to make it nearly 3 months before breaking that promise days ago. I want to be done with it. But right now she's out of town helping family out and I'm holding the fort down in the meantime. So the urge seems greater. Aside from the obvious, I want to be done because this shit isn't cheap, and it's a distraction to other shit I should be doing, quite frankly. But, I never had a "young and crazy" phase, didn't have a helluva lot of sexual experiences prior to my wife. So yeah, I'm trying to have my cake and eat it too I suppose. I don't want this to be a regular thing. I was warned just before starting that it will become harder & harder to stop, and I can't say that warning was wrong. It was a 2 year thing that I'm trying to cut before year 3 is counted. But that's just me. I've read some of your stories and honestly I completely get why your mongering. But after those vows man, shit changes. Sex becomes a leprechaun riding a fuckin unicorn over a rainbow. I like my nuts daily at least, and tried to work out a system of at least every other day. But that shit went right out the window. And so I stray. Mostly to porn, but more occasionally, to FS. And what I can honestly say in two years of being a "budget" mongerer, nothing has topped fucking/making love to my wife. And I really feel like there's something to be said there.
Let's face it the shit's like takeout. What we having tonight? Chinese? Mexican? Soul food? Overpriced and ultimately unsatisfying Russian? But my favorite is always a good home cooked meal. Just wish I had more of it. And at the very least, I've never put "them" over her. Never will. That's my run on two cents. Thanks, gents
As for me, I'm still just trying to figure all this shit out. Even with this "hobby", I still consider myself a person of faith. And I am incredibly conflicted. But there are reasons, there's always reasons. I promised myself 2018 would be it, and I managed to make it nearly 3 months before breaking that promise days ago. I want to be done with it. But right now she's out of town helping family out and I'm holding the fort down in the meantime. So the urge seems greater. Aside from the obvious, I want to be done because this shit isn't cheap, and it's a distraction to other shit I should be doing, quite frankly. But, I never had a "young and crazy" phase, didn't have a helluva lot of sexual experiences prior to my wife. So yeah, I'm trying to have my cake and eat it too I suppose. I don't want this to be a regular thing. I was warned just before starting that it will become harder & harder to stop, and I can't say that warning was wrong. It was a 2 year thing that I'm trying to cut before year 3 is counted. But that's just me. I've read some of your stories and honestly I completely get why your mongering. But after those vows man, shit changes. Sex becomes a leprechaun riding a fuckin unicorn over a rainbow. I like my nuts daily at least, and tried to work out a system of at least every other day. But that shit went right out the window. And so I stray. Mostly to porn, but more occasionally, to FS. And what I can honestly say in two years of being a "budget" mongerer, nothing has topped fucking/making love to my wife. And I really feel like there's something to be said there.
Let's face it the shit's like takeout. What we having tonight? Chinese? Mexican? Soul food? Overpriced and ultimately unsatisfying Russian? But my favorite is always a good home cooked meal. Just wish I had more of it. And at the very least, I've never put "them" over her. Never will. That's my run on two cents. Thanks, gents