Loving the existential talk here. You are onto something, a personal breakthrough, the only thing I would warn you is that these same feelings can come when you end up spending your life with the wrong person as well.
You can be years deep into a serious relationship and get hit with the same wave of regret for having given the wrong woman a significant portion of your life. One night with a provider, no matter how expensive, pales in comparison. You can see mongering as something animalistic and negative, or you can see it as a natural, fee for service way to connect to the healing feminine spirit.
Listen to that inner voice, if it tells you to stop, then stop, just make sure you listen to it as well in your actual relationships as well. That’s where the real damage can be done.