I was seeing an independent for a while, 4 times to be exact.
First three times we had very good nasty talk throughout our sessions.
Then the fourth session happens, and I don’t know who or what she explored with between my previous appointments with her, but the dialogue at that last session went off the f’n rails real quick, and yea it was a weird atmosphere.
She’s telling me I can start ordering her around with using the N-word, and I’m thinking there’s no f’n way I could ever imagine myself doing so because in real life I passionately despise that word.
But in the moment we are as hot as can be so to keep the momentum up where we were at, I said to myself what the hell, do it. So I blurted it out, my inner self wanted to immediately take it back and say I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it. But she knew it was make believe and you know what, it heightened the moment and it got really physical!!!
But then following that, wtf she starts adding ‘Daddy’ to her dirty talk.
I’m like, I have to change the subject because it was throwing me off my game. So I get where you’re coming from, lot of fantasy talk was flying about the room. Someone else must have started her on the Daddy talk and she introduced it to me maybe thinking we all want it?
I didn’t tell her don’t go there, but rather talked over her telling her to tell me other things. Got back to hard and able to finish, but after a few of those first couple Daddy’s it was turning into a soft-on.
We’re all different, just sharing my preference.