It's incredible how our brains are able to process a shit load of information during our daily lives and we make the right decisions most of the time. A mistake here and there is normal because it is part of the learning process. Poor judgement is something that you can learn from and avoid in the future. When it comes to this hobby though, that 1% takes over and mistakes are definitely repeated in my quest for that nut! 
I just got back from visiting an Indy that I found on LC. The communication was great until I got to the hotel. Things were a little off, but I proceeded anyway (1%). I find myself lost in the hotel and can't find the room. I started to get that feeling that many of us have experienced where you want to just go back to the car and leave. I keep searching (1%). I find the room and have to wait until she is ready (1). The door opens and another monger walks out, and the door is wide open. I want to leave but I walk in (that 1% again). The girl closes the door and I turn around, bait and switch. The girl was big. Big in many different ways. I regret not leaving but somehow that 1% tells me to stay because it will be okay. The girl was not a looker at all but that 1% told me to just go for it anyway. I do what I came to do and the whole time I have flashbacks of the 1% taking over and regretting my decision to follow through with the objective, the nut! She rushes the session and I force myself to nut so that I can get out of there. I leave and as I drive back home, I keep thinking about the power that the 1% has over some of my decisions. It's amazing how the little head can override the powerful brain that we have when it comes to this hobby.
I just got back from visiting an Indy that I found on LC. The communication was great until I got to the hotel. Things were a little off, but I proceeded anyway (1%). I find myself lost in the hotel and can't find the room. I started to get that feeling that many of us have experienced where you want to just go back to the car and leave. I keep searching (1%). I find the room and have to wait until she is ready (1). The door opens and another monger walks out, and the door is wide open. I want to leave but I walk in (that 1% again). The girl closes the door and I turn around, bait and switch. The girl was big. Big in many different ways. I regret not leaving but somehow that 1% tells me to stay because it will be okay. The girl was not a looker at all but that 1% told me to just go for it anyway. I do what I came to do and the whole time I have flashbacks of the 1% taking over and regretting my decision to follow through with the objective, the nut! She rushes the session and I force myself to nut so that I can get out of there. I leave and as I drive back home, I keep thinking about the power that the 1% has over some of my decisions. It's amazing how the little head can override the powerful brain that we have when it comes to this hobby.
