Any one else get disgusted with themselves and this whole scene? Spending all this money to have sex with whores and pretending that actually enjoy it. IDK... maybe I'm just going through something, but sometimes i think all of this is just pathetic. Am I alone on this/
No, you're not alone. I often fee the same.
But then I always quickly realize it's better than:
- dating "age appropriate" women
- settling down with a 6/10 or under
- watching porn and whacking off.
- trying to convince myself that attempting to do "cool stuff like Tesla did" is better than getting laid (throwing this out there for the MGTOW crowd)
- hanging out at Kelsey's Pub and BS'ing with Archie, Barney and the gang.
- many, many other things are well.
So unless I somehow am magically granted a George Clooney life, I'm sticking with escorts.
EDIT:
"my wife has gotten older (obviously so have I ) she has gained weight...
but still more attractive than most of these women. "
- WTF??? There's so many hot young girls out there! Check out my reviews!