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Confession?
- Thread starter VJLUTZ
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At this point, I try to be the best I can for myself and for the others but I have accepted myself as imperfect and fallible. While I try to not indulge too often, I know I will slip again sooner or later. So no confession, it is. I am a sinner but not a hypocrite, I guess. And I hope hell is not as bad as it sounds 
BTW: "I am a sinner but not a hypocrite" would make a great slogan for a t-shirt or bumper sticker.
This hobby, visiting providers of our choosing for the services of our liking, allows us to delve into the darkest parts of our imagination and sexual gratification played out in a session without any resistance from a favorite provider, it can have even a seasoned monger contemplating his actions, hence a need to unburden his deeds from time to time. How often have any of us been able to give a play by play account of what really happened during a session, reviews aren’t the outlet to come clean, they give limited details, I feel as though since mongers don’t typically “brag”about amp conquests, it internalizes the experiences, men by default have a natural need to “brag”, it isn’t wrong in and of itself, it’s part of the pecking order.
Y'know, I have to say, that rings true with me too. Nearly all the time I spent in Church was out of a sense of duty. It was what I was expected to do, first as a son, then as a father. But, in all those years, I never felt like organized religion actually gave me a moving, religious experience.
The only times I actually got a religious experience (or at least something that felt like one) were from things that had zero connection to religion. And, oddly enough, that does NOT include sex. The three things that did it for me were:
1. Seeing my son born in the delivery room
2. Watching an aircraft carrier steam out of port
3. A handful of live concert performances. Two really. The Beach Boys singing "Don't Worry Baby" and Paul McCartney himself singing "Let it Be". That last one was especially moving. Tears were running down my face when he finished.
The video of John-John saluting JFK's casket also deserves an honorable mention.
The only times I actually got a religious experience (or at least something that felt like one) were from things that had zero connection to religion. And, oddly enough, that does NOT include sex. The three things that did it for me were:
1. Seeing my son born in the delivery room
2. Watching an aircraft carrier steam out of port
3. A handful of live concert performances. Two really. The Beach Boys singing "Don't Worry Baby" and Paul McCartney himself singing "Let it Be". That last one was especially moving. Tears were running down my face when he finished.
The video of John-John saluting JFK's casket also deserves an honorable mention.
With all of the comments on how visiting these ladies weighs on your soul, and realizing that no one here is forced to walk through the door by anything more than their own demands---this forum is the buyers side, how heavily this life must weigh on the aupply side. Who can they confess to and is it possible that any level of contrition can unload the weight they must confront from time to time. It seems to me that a degree in acting combined with a dose of sociopathy would be a survival skill.
And we may find that we all hold the same regrets.
And we may find that we all hold the same regrets.
I think what eases their minds the most is the $$ they are earning. That is why they are doing this in the first place; the customer is just a means to that end. Often that money helps assure a certain lifestyle for their family back home. They are fulfilled to a large degree by the righteous sacrifice they are making. I think the ethos of sacrificing your own happiness for your family is deeply embedded in their culture. And, of course, some are just using it to feather their own nest in some way: to open a biz, buy a house or retire.
As far as confessing, they have their network of GFs who do the same thing they do. Members from this network may well have recruited them into the AMP lifestyle. In many ways, that is their emotional support system. That and their grateful family back home.
As far as confessing, they have their network of GFs who do the same thing they do. Members from this network may well have recruited them into the AMP lifestyle. In many ways, that is their emotional support system. That and their grateful family back home.
The one thing I do, which is not a foolproof thing, but if I see signs of someone not wishing to be doing what they are doing, I won't be a customer. This is whether I see it myself (and don't go back), or see it in reviews. There are, for example, a number of reviews where a pattern emerges.
I see a provider on a regular basis. She seems happy with her work. That's good to see.
I see a provider on a regular basis. She seems happy with her work. That's good to see.
All true. Money is the primary motivation. When I said that, I was mentally comparing Amp girls to big city street walkers who are abused by pimps and johns and have high rates of addiction and suicide. I think it has to help that our girls have a better clientele. I have been told by my atf more than once that she is happy.
I agree with all of the above, and note that we are also mostly happy, but still need confession for whatever we find amiss. They must as well. That need to face reality, strip everything away, and go forward requires a method. I've admired those who have used 12 step programs to overcome their vices, they have a method to dig themselves out of whatever they face, they have met their 'darkness'.
Culturally, it is most vivid in the streets of singapore in the legal red light districts, where you will seem women from all over asia fly in on a 6 week visa and generate money for the family. It is certainly a different, more pragmatic, less guilt free mentality. Yet we can't forget how many want to get out of the business some day, own a business, not be the workhorse.
Culturally, it is most vivid in the streets of singapore in the legal red light districts, where you will seem women from all over asia fly in on a 6 week visa and generate money for the family. It is certainly a different, more pragmatic, less guilt free mentality. Yet we can't forget how many want to get out of the business some day, own a business, not be the workhorse.
