Mr. Honda, I'm sorry to read about what's been going on in your life. Things have not gotten better, unfortunately.
At this point I would not say anything to her. Because whatever you say will be met with indifference or perhaps even some cruel kind of amusement. Accept that it's over. You have been engaging in this hobby for some time and at some point not given your ex enough attention/sex that she needed.
There will be pain for some time but perhaps by next spring or summer you'll see that the sun is shining and you'll feel confident and/or ready to start pursuing and dating someone new. If that is not the case then treat yourself to a spa girl once a week if you can afford it! Good luck sir and please continue to keep us posted on your situation!
At this point I would not say anything to her. Because whatever you say will be met with indifference or perhaps even some cruel kind of amusement. Accept that it's over. You have been engaging in this hobby for some time and at some point not given your ex enough attention/sex that she needed.
There will be pain for some time but perhaps by next spring or summer you'll see that the sun is shining and you'll feel confident and/or ready to start pursuing and dating someone new. If that is not the case then treat yourself to a spa girl once a week if you can afford it! Good luck sir and please continue to keep us posted on your situation!